Today I've been sitting at home thinking about what I should do, but i'm not doing it. I want to draw some sketches, read some of the chapter for my anthropology class, and start on my english descriptive essay. Unfortunatly I haven't "started" on any of that. I don't know why I do this. I really need to start learning how to not procrastinate. Its taking a toll on my preformance in school and just everyday tasks I should be doing. It would make me feel so much more confindent in myself if I would just do what I say I want to do. Anyway, it is so lame outside right now. The rain has been pouring down non-stop since I woke up at hmm 12:30 p.m haha. I'm sick of feeling like I put my days to waste, I need to change something about that. Threre are some other things I want to do also, such as going to see "This is it" starring Michael Jackson. I'm wondering if the theater is going to be packed for the two weeks it will be playing. I truely hope not. Oh, and will it even be on dvd after it plays in theater? Another thing I need to do is figure out what I want to be for halloween. I did want to be a baker, and my boyfriend would be a chef, because he likes to cook and I like to bake deserts. ;p Unfortunately i'm not sure if he will be in Michigan by the time halloween rolls around. That not only sucks on behalf of us spending halloween together, but also because our 1 year anniversary is on the 30th of October. We probably won't even be able to spend it together. I'm just trying not to stress myself out about it, I tend to do that often. After I finish wrting this blog, i'm seriously thinking about taking a shower and quite relaxing. I need to get my ass up and do something progressive... pacing around my house like a clueless puppy doesn't count either. Well, I believe i'm going to end this blog before I get too technical with my life. I'll update tomarrow again. xoxAmberelle
